“对我来说，风光无限的是你，跌落尘埃的也是你。重点是'你'，而不是'怎样'的你。” / what matters is you, and and not the state of you.
"如果你的梦想是拯救苍生，那我的梦想便唯你一人。/ if your dream is to save the common people, then, my dream is you alone."

About

• J/jay (or 金)
• any pronouns, wlw ⚢
• cn diaspora living in asia
• 20+
• eng/some中文
• tgcf main, multishipper
• i spend most of my time writing fics (tgcf & various others) & sometimes meta. occasionally i translate short snippets.
• not spoiler-free, rt-heavy. feel free to unfollow/sb/mute any time
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• my translations
• my edits
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INTERESTS

DANMEI/BAIHE:tgcf
o characters: xie lian, hua cheng, feng xin, yin yu, shi qingxuan, ban yue, yushi huang, jian lan
o ships: hualian, fenglian, quanyin, mulian, fengqing, xianle triojwqs
o characters: qi yan, jingnu, jiya, sunu, gu rolan, li yanru
o ships: qijing, shunu x jiya, sunu x li yanrushuang jing
o characters: yan wei, xu youyi, hong mei, hao yun qi
o ships: yiweisha po lang (cr)
o characters: chang geng, gu yun, shen yi
o ships: changguliu yao (cr)
o characters: yan zhengming, cheng qian, shuikeng
o ships: mingqianmysterious lotus casebook
o characters: fang duobing, shi shui, yun biqiu, qiao wanmian, su xiaoyong
o ships: fanghua, zhanhuashl (watching)
o characters: wen kexing, gu xiang
o ships: wenzhoumdzs/cql
o characters: wei wuxian, wen qing, jyl, a-qing, the juniors, luo qingyang/mian mian
o ships: wangxiansvsss
o characters: shen yuan, luo binghe, tianliang-jun, yue qingyuan, sha hualing, ning yingying, lqg
o ships: bingqiu, mingling, qijiufgep
o characters: li xian, lin wanyue, luo yi, mansha
o ships: yuexianmei ren jian
o yu shengyan, fu wanqingOTHER:orv
o characters: kim dokja, lee jihye, yoo sangah, han sooyoung, jung heewon, uriel, lee sookyung, jang hayoung
o fav platonic dynamics: kdj & kimcom, yoohankim, kdj & ysa, kdj & hsy, kdj & sys, kdj & uriel, kdj & lsk
o ships: sangsoo, lee jihye/na bori, dokhyuk, yhk, yoohangenshin impact
o characters: yae miko, arlecchino, kazuha, venti, xingqiu, keqing, xinyan, kujou sara, hu tao, fischl, kaeya, xiangling, lisa, ganyu
o ships: eimiko, zhongven, xingyun, ganqing, rezhong, kazugorou, jean/lisa, beiguang, tomokazu, scarachilde+ i don't talk about these as much on this acct but i also like:o general: reading, writing, anthropology, sociology, languages/linguistics, history, stars, cats, astrology, mbti, enneagram, games, visual novels, any good lgbtq media
o anime/manga (revolutionary girl utena, banana fish, given, yuri on ice, bungou stray dogs, koimonogatari)
o games (genshin impact, pokemon, visual novels eg butterfly soup)
o thai dramas (i told sunset about you, 2gether, sotus, together with me)
o eng cartoons (she-ra, the dragon prince, atla/lok)
o eng lgbtq books (eg the seven husbands of evelyn hugo, the song of achilles, the jasmine throne)
o indie/folk music (mitski, lorde, phoebe bridgers, radical face, novo amor, sufjan stevens, hozier, perfume genius, kodaline)

fics

*This list has not been updated since 2020! more fics (and not just tgcf) on my ao3 here.HUALIAN
• how the crimson rain falls
4k, pre-canon, HC-centric, peeks into HC pov of bks 2+4+800 year separation, hualian-centric• how the crimson rain aches for the flower
11k, hualian scenes from bks 1 & 3 from HC's pov, canon compliant, angst and pining• the hero's shoulders, and the gentleness that comes
6k, post-canon, time travel, fluff, angst, XL tells his younger self about his future, XL's childhood dream & character arc, HC showing XL how he has not failed to fulfill his dream• the state of you
10k, postcanon, hurt/comfort, fluff & angst, HC's backstory/memories, XL's unconditional love & acceptance• 怜爱; to love tenderly
3k, postcanon, fluff, XL falls sick and HC dotes on him, HC sings to XL• like sailors swimming in the sound of it, dashed to pieces
3k, postcanon, hurt/comfort, angst w fluffy ending, discussing HC's self-sacrificing tendencies, HC sings XL a lullaby• all the quiet nights you bear, i will hold them for you
. 2k, postcanon, hurt/comfort, XL comforts HC after a nightmare of ch 190, angst, fluff• 为你花开满城; this city blooms for you
10k, post-canon, fluff, tgcf cast at XL's bday party, HC gives XL a flower city, hualian fluffFENGQING
• do i wanna know?
10k, postcanon, getting tgth, mutual pining, idiots to lovers, humorQUANYIN
• eclipse
3k, canon divergence, calamity yin yu, qyz's unconditional love, yin yu character study, angst with a hopeful endingone-sided FENGLIAN
• heliocentric
10k, unrequited fx/xl, humor, angst w happy ending, pining, fx-centric, mostly canon compliantone-sided MULIAN
• only fools
3k, unrequited mq/xl, angst, humor, fengqing banter, mq character study