“对我来说，风光无限的是你，跌落尘埃的也是你。重点是'你'，而不是'怎样'的你。” / what matters is you, and and not the state of you.
"如果你的梦想是拯救苍生，那我的梦想便唯你一人。/ if your dream is to save the common people, then, my dream is you alone."
About
• J/jay (or 金)
• any pronouns, wlw ⚢
• cn diaspora living in asia
• 20+
• eng/some中文
• tgcf main, multishipper
• i spend most of my time writing fics (tgcf & various others) & sometimes meta. occasionally i translate short snippets.
• not spoiler-free, rt-heavy. feel free to unfollow/sb/mute any time
• please be 18+ as I sometimes post/RT nsfw! minors please do NOT follow meLINKS:
• fics
• tgcf meta/ramblings
• my translations
• my edits
• twt-specific links are in my pinned tweet
before you follow
- don't follow/interact if you're racist, zionist, transphobic, homophobic, biphobic, are a terf/radfem and/or align with terf/radfem ideology, or are pro-israel
- don't follow/interact if you speak over asians about asian issues and asian media. or if you fetishize asians.- please be 18+ as i sometimes post/RT nsfw.
INTERESTS
DANMEI/BAIHE:tgcf
o characters: xie lian, hua cheng, feng xin, yin yu, shi qingxuan, ban yue, yushi huang, jian lan
o ships: hualian, fenglian, quanyin, mulian, fengqing, xianle triojwqs
o characters: qi yan, jingnu, jiya, sunu, gu rolan, li yanru
o ships: qijing, shunu x jiya, sunu x li yanrushuang jing
o characters: yan wei, xu youyi, hong mei, hao yun qi
o ships: yiweimo du
o characters: fei du, luo wenzhou, lang qiao
o ships: zhouduliu yao
o characters: yan zhengming, cheng qian, li yun
o ships: mingqianmysterious lotus casebook
o characters: fang duobing, shi shui, yun biqiu, qiao wanmian, su xiaoyong
o ships: fanghua, zhanhuashl (watching)
o characters: wen kexing, gu xiang
o ships: wenzhoumdzs/cql
o characters: wei wuxian, wen qing, jyl, a-qing, the juniors, luo qingyang/mian mian
o ships: wangxiansvsss
o characters: shen yuan, luo binghe, tianliang-jun, yue qingyuan, sha hualing, ning yingying, lqg
o ships: bingqiu, mingling, qijiufgep
o characters: li xian, lin wanyue, luo yi, mansha
o ships: yuexianmei ren jian
o yu shengyan, fu wanqingOTHER:orv
o characters: kim dokja, lee jihye, yoo sangah, han sooyoung, jung heewon, uriel, lee sookyung, jang hayoung
o fav platonic dynamics: kdj & kimcom, yoohankim, kdj & ysa, kdj & hsy, kdj & sys, kdj & uriel, kdj & lsk
o ships: sangsoo, lee jihye/na bori, dokhyuk, yhk, yoohangenshin impact
o characters: yae miko, arlecchino, kazuha, venti, xingqiu, keqing, xinyan, kujou sara, hu tao, fischl, kaeya, xiangling, lisa, ganyu
o ships: eimiko, zhongven, xingyun, ganqing, rezhong, kazugorou, jean/lisa, beiguang, tomokazu, scarachilde+ i don't talk about these as much on this acct but i also like:o general: reading, writing, anthropology, sociology, languages/linguistics, history, stars, cats, astrology, mbti, enneagram, games, visual novels, any good lgbtq media
o anime/manga (revolutionary girl utena, banana fish, given, yuri on ice, bungou stray dogs, koimonogatari)
o games (genshin impact, pokemon, visual novels eg butterfly soup)
o thai dramas (i told sunset about you, 2gether, sotus, together with me)
o eng cartoons (she-ra, the dragon prince, atla/lok)
o eng lgbtq books (eg the seven husbands of evelyn hugo, the song of achilles, the jasmine throne)
o indie/folk music (mitski, lorde, phoebe bridgers, radical face, novo amor, sufjan stevens, hozier, perfume genius, kodaline)
fics
*** more fics (and not just tgcf) on my ao3 here.**HUALIAN
• how the crimson rain falls
4k, pre-canon, HC-centric, peeks into HC pov of bks 2+4+800 year separation, hualian-centric• how the crimson rain aches for the flower
11k, hualian scenes from bks 1 & 3 from HC's pov, canon compliant, angst and pining• like sailors swimming in the sound of it, dashed to pieces
3k, postcanon, hurt/comfort, angst w fluffy ending, HC's self-sacrificing tendencies, HC sings XL a lullaby• the hero's shoulders, and the gentleness that comes
6k, post-canon, time travel, fluff, angst, XL tells his younger self about his future, XL's childhood dream & character arc, HC showing XL how he has not failed to fulfill his dream• like a murmuring brook curving about you
5k, Explicit, post-canon, XL pov, pining & PWP, HC whisks an overworked XL away from heaven to rail him• a love like this
ongoing multichap, 20k, modern AU, fake dating, childhood best friends to lovers, mutual pining, miscommunication, fluff & angst• the state of you
10k, postcanon, hurt/comfort, fluff & angst, HC's backstory/memories, XL's unconditional love & acceptance• 为你花开满城; this city blooms for you
10k, post-canon, fluff, tgcf cast at XL's bday party, HC gives XL a flower city, hualian fluffFENGQING
• do i wanna know?
10k, postcanon, getting tgth, mutual pining, idiots to lovers, humor
• I'll use you as a warning sign
7k, canon divergent, xianle era, MQ pov, pining, miscommunication, getting together, hurt/comfort
• hold me like water, or hold me like a knife
4k, modern AU, exes to lovers, angst with a happy ending, getting back together, FX povQUANYIN
• eclipse
3k, canon divergence, calamity yin yu, qyz's unconditional love, yin yu character study, angst with a hopeful endingFENGLIAN
• heliocentric
10k, unrequited fenglian, humor, angst w happy ending, pining, fx-centric, mostly canon compliantMULIAN
• to hear that quiet voice, i'd give up everything
1k, angst, XL pining for MQ, during XL's 800 year banishment
• break beneath the weight*
7k, angst with a happy ending, hurt/comfort, pining, MQ pov, canon divergent, mulian post-canon reconciliation/getting together
• only fools
3k, unrequited mq/xl, angst, humor, fengqing banter, mq character study